Thursday, March 26, 2015

Those Eyes

His eyes are perfect as if they never shed tears
Living life care free, without any worry or fears
They were handcrafted by God, flawless in every way
That was until a day he still remembers like yesterday
His mind flashes back to seventh grade social studies
Not the most popular, but he was talking to his buddies
A student came in from the hall and passed a note to the teacher
She was a cheerleader, a stand out in front of the bleachers
The teacher read the note, then called over to the boy
She had sadness in her face, trying to cover it with false joy
Told him he was going home, his mother was waiting outside
His older sister was in the car too, that trip was a quiet ride

They all went inside the house and sat down on the couch
The boy didn't want to believe what came from his mother's mouth
He wanted to speak, but his teeth felt like they were stuck together
Nobody said a word, the three of them just cried together
Slowly and weak, the father walked down the steps
He tried to hold back tears, but couldn't help it and he wept
The boy never saw his dad cry before, so he let go of his mother
And he embraced his father, for he had just lost his mother
Death by heart attack, should be called death by heartquake
Because aftershocks go through family trees and make the leaves shake
Those eyes that were once perfect, were now destroyed by doubt
If God exists in this world, why would he take his grandma out?

Some say that's not as bad as losing your own mother, he begs to differ
You would have to listen to the boy who felt his soul wither
Let him explain how he lost two people on the same day
And tie it all together, then let's hear what you have to say...

As a child, my dad represented to me, everything that was strong
A solid rock, his strength overcame all that was wrong
Nothing got the best of him, I never saw him taste defeat
But the day his mom passed, I watched him fall to his feet
I saw a mountain crumble from hearing three words
"Your mom died", and he fell from above the birds
When that happened, I lost her and my superhero
My world went from perfect, then my feelings went to zero
I loved my grandmother, honestly she was my favorite
I'm not afraid to admit it, there's no reason for me to fake it
But now when I cry about it, it's not about me, her or him
I have a son now, Lord knows I'm a superhero to him

And one day he is going to see his superhero fall
Fall to his knees, cry for his momma and crawl
He'll see a mountain that stands so tall, crumble
And scream as it crashes down, toils and tumbles
So what's worse to lose a grandparent or a parent you say?
I lost both, and my son will too, on the very same day
His eyes are now perfect, as if they never shed tears
Living life care free, without any worry or fears
They were handcrafted by God, flawless in every way
Until he loses his loved ones, and part of his soul withers away

Dear Next

Dear Next,

I have yet to enjoy the warmth that accompanies your hug
Or run my fingers though your hair while we lay snug

I have yet to touch the gentleness of your hand
Or get lost in the moment as I watch you stand

I have yet to lose my thoughts when I look into your eyes
Or be overwhelmed by seduction when you move your thighs

I have yet to taste the sweetness of your lips
Or feel the sexiness that surrounds your hips

All these things with you I can not wait for
But that's not it, believe me there is more

I have yet to brag about you to my friends
Or decided to turn to actions instead of this pen

I have yet to vent about my bad days at work
Or break down my walls and show you my hurt

I have yet express my true feelings about us
Or come clean about how I love you so much

I have yet to tell you all of my secrets
Or take out my heart and tell you to keep it

Whoever you are, wherever you are, when I find you...
These are some thing I can not wait to do

You have yet to eat food of of my plate
Or tell me you got a present, but I have to wait

You have yet to cook my favorite dish
Or light my birthday cake so I can make a wish

You have yet to play music so we can groove
Or lend me your shoulder so I can soothe

You have yet to take my breath away
Or give me that smile that convinces me to stay

All these things I want you to do and more
But that's not all, there are some I can not wait for

You have yet to be so sweet that my teeth rot
Or discover my special ticklish spot

You have yet to watch movies with me and my son
Or see him play with his cousins and have so much fun

You have yet to meet my sisters and my brother
Or tell me that I have you and will never need another

You have yet to win the hearts of my mom and dad
Or tell me you can live with my good and my bad

Whoever you are, wherever you are, when I find you...
I can not wait for you to say, "I do."

Sincerely,
Your Last

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Don't Ask

I come home from a long day a work, stress on my face
All the energy I have has vanished without a trace
I put my coat and shoes away in their proper place
Then I plop down on the couch and zone into space


Don’t ask me how my day went, just hold me tight
Let your body tell my body everything will be alright
Don’t ask me what happened and how to make it better
Let your heart write to my heart the perfect love letter


My body language is saying that I had it pretty rough
The expressions on my face are saying I had enough
You sit down next to me and you begin to ask me why
I cover your mouth with my finger, hold you and cry


Don’t ask me how my day went, just hold me tight
Let your body tell my body everything will be alright
Don’t ask me what happened and how to make it better
Let your heart write to my heart the perfect love letter

Friday, September 10, 2010

A Fire In My House

There's a fire in my house

I started it as soon as I got home

She is covered in flames

And I will not pick up the phone

I like to watch her burn

When I touch her she moans

I never ask anybody for help

I rule her body on my throne

She excitingly accepts my kisses

My lips can't leave her alone

There's a fire in my house

I started it as soon as I got home

Burden or Blessing

Do we have burdens, or blessings soon to be?
Have faith in God, or force our own destiny

When the truth unfolds, you can't put it back together
When it rains outside you have to deal with the weather

However, you have to know the sun is going to come
In about 10 months she will have a son

She got raped in broad daylight going for a walk
It was either take the pain, or get outlined in chalk

Never saw his face, though she had no choice
Her soul screamed loud, but didn't block out his voice

She won't forget his tone when he said his name was Mike
And that sound would haunt her dreams every single night

No call to the police, she felt so embarrassed
Took several weeks before she even told her parents

Kill a blessing, or give birth to a burden
Or is it the other way around? Nobody is certain

I Can't

I can't be me, but you can be you
I can't be sad, but you can be blue
I can't become angry, but you can turn red
I can't turn away, but you can rollover in bed
I can't have a bad day, but you can have two
I can't be me, but you can be you

I can't be quiet, but you hardly ever speak
I can't raise my voice, but you can blast your cheeks
I can't touch you, but you can't let me go
I can't hear you say yes, but you can't hear me say no
I can't have a moment to myself, but you can have two
I can't be me, but you can be you